I’ve spent the day today writing down my thoughts,
And all my gripes in a very long letter,
I wanted to send it but I know that I can’t,
Because it’ll makes things worse not better
.
I always try to be the best that I can,
As a friend, as a person, and a mother,
But unfortunately , I’ve been misunderstood,
And misjudged and maligned by another
.
It really got me down and I had decided that,
This was the end of all my daily blogging,
I was shutting back down and locking my feelings up,
My character had taken quite a flogging
.
But to my lovely friend, I cannot thank you enough,
For believing in me and talking me through this pain,
It is because of your prayers and your caring gift of love,
That has pulled me up and freed me once again
.
I know I’m not always such a pleasant and nice girl,
I take some things to heart and get real mad!
The way that I’ve been made is to de-fend all my kids,
And my heart breaks up when any of them are sad
.
If they really looked inside me and seached beyond my words,
They’d see that all my motives are pure,
I don’t intend to hurt people and make them feel so bad,
I can help it if others are insecure.
.
So I wrote a heavy poem and I filed it under “hurts”
And vowed that it is never seeing light,
The release I felt from writing it was just the trick for me,
And it will now help me sleep right through the night
.
I’m going to end by saying that I hope that they can see,
That this is all really silly stuff,
I’ve done my best to be God’s child and love my fellow man,
And they might not but HE thinks that’s enough.
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Well done my wonderful, lovely, God Loving friend.
I am so very very proud of you, you have put a glowing smile on my face.
And I am applauding you…..BRAVO.
Poetry is such a release I am so glad you pick up the pen.
Or in your case tap at them keys.
Oh yes….please, please and please again, don’t think about not blogging ever again.
We all need you here.
Love you Fi.
Lees. xxxx
check yr inbox my dear -
I sent you the REAL poem
Love you. xxxx
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{{{{{hugs}}}}} Oh Honey, I’m so sorry your heart got stomped on! That totally sux!!! You’re such a sweet person, I can’t imagine how you could be misunderstood. But we love you in Bloggy land! Please don’t ever stop blogging.
Thanks Laura, I promise not to stop blogging
x
Yes, we absolutely love you in bloggyland, hang in there and stay strong. Big hugs. Jen xx
Thanks Jen
You’re a sweetheart x
There is so much I want to say to you Fi but I will stick with this.I am sorry that this person upset you so much,but,you must never let someone elses issues drive you away from something that makes you feel better.Your blog would be missed by so many of us,it makes us feel less alone on the bad days and often reminds us of the simple things that make life better.From glorius red handbags to amazing moments with our special kids.And dont you think its just a little miracle that what you write unites a group of people from all over the world?
You’re an absolute sweetheart Dearna!
You always say exactly the perfect things
Thank you xx
Oh no, what is going on? You must keep writing, I insist! Hope everything is okay with you.
Fi…It’s always good to get our feelings out. What was on that other piece of paper is a feeling of release, one that only you can get through God’s help. Selfish me says PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE don’t stop blogging. On my bad days, I can rest assured that I can pull up one of your blogs and it helps me through, through a laugh or just knowing another mommy is going through or has been through similar things. You’re a GREAT friend, mother, wife, daughter and nothing about you needs to change. xoxoxo